Well... here goes nothing... Hopefully it won’t get to boring.
So today Kala posted a new blog and as we were talking about she said I should create one and I said who's going to read it. She said she would so if she ends up being the only person reading it I will feel bad for her! Ha-ha. They say writing is actually healthy for you so if that's the case maybe this whole blogging thing will actually be good for me. =) So I have learned recently that the best way to find out who your true friends are is go through a crisis and see who remains by your side. Though what I'm going through might not really qualify as one to some people to my friend’s heartbreak can be a huge one when you’re young.
Heartbreak stinks, especially when deep down you know that when everything happened it wasn’t truly what either of you wanted. But now it’s what is going to make one person happier then that’s what needs to be done and hopefully in the long run it will be better for both of us! I just hope we can both look back on everything and be grateful for what we once had. So today I made a big decision and decided that since he wasn’t going to grant me closure I had to find it on my own. So I sent him a final goodbye and I’m hoping that my heart will take that as closure and I will be able to move on with my life! I’m just going to focus on me for awhile and look toward my future because though it looks dim at the moment there is light at the end of the tunnel. So I have come to the realization that as much as you may not want it to life will go on. Life can be pretty unfair at times. But you just gotta learn to roll with punches and move on best you can. So thankfully I have the greatest friends in the entire world to get me through this! Not to mention an AMAZING church family. So to say the least I’m a very blessed girl!
So thanks for reading! I’m off to my annual cookie swap and dinner! Have a great night all!
Xoxoxox Kat!
